Episode
8-9 - A Darker Light
By: Mike Ben-Zvi (mbzvi@yahoo.com)
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"Hey,
Tom," Harry Kim called out excitedly, as he rushed down the
corridors of the starship Voyager towards his friend.
"Not
so loud, buddy," Tom shushed him, as he gestured to the tiny
bundle he carried in the pack strapped to his chest. Little Miral
Paris was sound asleep, at least for now. But Harry knew how quickly
the newborn could be awoken and brought to tears.
But
it was still a strange sight for Harry to see the friend he had
once believed so devil-may-care, now a doting and responsible
father.
"I
just got her to calm down," Tom warned him softly. "I
don't care to have to do it all over again."
"Sorry,
Tom," said Harry sheepishly. "I was just on my way to
do the pre-flight checklist..."
"That's
right," said Tom, grinning with interest. "Another away
mission. And so soon after your last one was such a raging success."
"Hey,
we got the dilithium we wanted, didn't we?"
"True.
I guess I'm just a little protective where B'Elanna is involved,"
jibed Tom. "Only this mission is being by Lieutenant
Harry Kim, if I'm not mistaken."
"Lieutenant
Senior Grade Harry Kim, if you please," replied the
young officer with a proud grin, as he thrust his chest forward,
and thumbed at the new pips on his collar.
"But
seriously, congratulations, Har," said Tom good-naturedly.
"It's been a long time coming."
"You're
telling me," Harry joked back. "I was beginning to think
that Naomi Wildman was going to be promoted before me."
"Oh,
don't take it personally," replied Tom. "Every junior
Starfleet officer on board was in the same boat. Janeway just
did a little reorganizing of the command structure to make it
possible to promote you, that's all"
"I
know, and I'm grateful for it," said Harry. "Say, maybe
we can do a 'Captain Proton' when I get back? If you really want
to congratulate me on the promotion, you can play Buster Kincaid
for a change."
"Sorry,
pal. No can do." Tom then pointed to the sleeping child strapped
to his chest. "B'Elanna's catching up in Engineering, which
leaves me on baby detail."
"She
stuck you with diaper duty, did she?" Harry teased.
"Believe
me, Harry," said Tom with a satisfied look on his face, "it's
a labor of love. But you'll find that out for yourself one of
these days."
Harry
could see the glow of pride on his friend's face as he spoke of
his daughter. Things had changed subtly between Tom and Harry
after the former's marriage, and it had become even more obvious
now that he was a father. Tom Paris had grown up, leaving his
younger friend behind.
As
the two reached the turbolift, the doors slid open to reveal the
aforementioned B'Elanna Torres, whose eye lit up the moment she
caught sight of her husband and child.
"Hey,
there," Tom grinned at his wife. "We were just talking
about you."
"Better
be positive, I hope," she smirked at Tom, before casting
her eyes downward at her baby. It was remarkable to Harry to see
the expression on B'Elanna's face change from driven and ultra-competent
engineer to that of gentle and loving mother. There was a peacefulness
to her now, something that he noted in her demeanor in particular
since her experiences on Caprijen. "And how's our little
princess doing?"
"Just
like Sleeping Beauty," Tom grinned proudly. "Didn't
I tell you I have a way with babies?"
Harry
looked at his two friends, seeing father, mother, and child together,
remembering fondly the early days aboard Voyager, when the three
of them used to pal around in Sandrine's, playing pool, sharing
a few synthehol beers, and just as many laughs. Those were happy
times, before Tom and B'Elanna had paired off together, just when
he had learned to accept his being cut off from his loved ones
back in the Alpha Quadrant and held hopes of being able to make
a life for himself here on Voyager.
Only
it hadn't worked out that way. Tom and B'Elanna ended up making
the life of their dreams together instead. All Harry had to show
for seven plus years on Voyager was a newly added pip to his collar.
It's
funny, he thought to himself. There was a time when a promotion
would have meant anything to him. But now that he had received
one, he realized just how empty and meaningless it all was, next
to having his friends or someone special in his life.
All
he could see now when he looked at his friends was a happy, close-knit
family. And he was the odd one out, the one that didn't belong.
"Uh,
listen guys," said Harry hesitantly, "I've really got
to be going now."
"Hey,
that's right," said B'Elanna, still buoyed after looking
up from her child. "You've got the big mission today."
"I'll
tell you what, buddy, said Tom. "Maybe we can meet up for
breakfast when you get back. I'm sure I can squeeze you in for
five minutes when I'm done feeding the baby."
"Yeah,"
said Harry, trying to put on a brave face. "That would be
great." But of course, it really wasn't.
"I'll
see you later, Har," said Tom, as he and B'Elanna stood together
proudly. "I've got a tutoring session with Naomi in about
an hour, which leaves me just enough time to clean up after this
little princess." He gestured down at the sleeping bundle
on his chest.
"Right.
See you guys later," Harry replied, as he walked down the
long and lonely route towards the hangar bay.
*
* *
Seven
of Nine was striding towards the hanger bay with her characteristic
regality and calm. She had downloaded the last bits of sensor
data from Astrometrics to the shuttle for the upcoming scouting
mission. It was necessary to map the surrounding sector, to give
Voyager some indication on the nature and properties of this bizarre
region of space, and whether or not it could be penetrated to
return them to their normal space and time.
She
arrived at the turbolift, ready to meet Ensign... no, Lieutenant
Kim, she corrected herself. It was difficult to think of the young
officer with any other designation than the one she had grown
accustomed to these past four years. Change wasn't something the
former drone adapted to very well, especially when it came to
the people she most closely associated with.
Her
attention was roused by the whooshing sound of the turbolift door,
revealing Commander Chakotay. The first officer looked up at her,
his eyes widened briefly, and then nodded with an air of forced
professionalism. She breathed in silently, trying to prepare herself
for the conversation to come. She had felt the sensation of discomfort
that surrounded their interactions lately, particularly when he
had come to give her the final briefing before the away mission.
During the first month since ending their dating affiliation,
she had tried to distance herself from him, fearing that he would
try to make an effort to renew their brief relationship. But Voyager
was a small ship, and avoiding him completely had proved impossible.
"Seven,"
the first officer addressed her as she stepped into the turbolift,
the tension in his voice evident as he spoke to her. "Has
there been any change in the sensor readings since the last probe
survey?"
"No,
Commander," she replied tersely, trying to sound as distant
as possible. "The data readings have remained consistent.
I believe that Lieutenant Kim and myself are as adequately prepared
as can reasonably be expected."
"Well,
then," he said, equally unconvincing, "I guess there's
nothing more that needs reviewing, is there?"
"I
suppose not."
Seven
recognized the use of small talk, all in order to avoid the tension.
The two had never really spoken about their brief relationship
since she chose to end it shortly before being trapped in the
Time Bubble. Perhaps now, she thought, the time had come to speak
of that which she had neglected until now.
"Chakotay,"
she said, her tone shifting over from the official to the personal,
surprising him in the process. "I wish to take this opportunity
to apologize to you."
"Apologize?"
he said in confusion.
"Yes,
for the manner in which I chose to terminate our affiliation.
It was never my intention to cause you any harm."
"I..."
he started to say, momentarily taken aback by this unexpected
turn in the conversation. "I appreciate you telling me that,
Seven. But to be honest, I was more than a little hurt. I know
that four dates don't make for a relationship, but I still think
I deserved better than to just be cut loose like that."
"Indeed
you did," she replied, her face reddening with discomfort.
In spite of the fact that her safeguards were no longer in place
to prevent her from feeling strong emotions, there were still
sensations that were new and unfamiliar to her. "I was simply
too...uncomfortable...explaining to you that I never should have
agreed to your initiation of our relationship in the first place."
"Oh?"
he inquired, not sure if he should be offended by this or not.
"Permit
me to explain," she urged. "I was...attracted...to you.
Physically. But it was based upon a false set of criteria."
"I'm
not following you."
"I
wished to re-experience the feelings that I developed when I was
in Unimatrix Zero, what I felt with Axum. In order to do so, I
allowed myself to respond to the one member of Voyager's crew
that most resembled him."
"You
mean, me?" he said with disbelief. "I reminded you of
Axum?"
"Yes,"
she answered succinctly. "You and he are both leaders of
revolutions and men of uncompromising principle. It seemed logical
to me that if I were to experience a relationship such as that
which I shared with Axum, you seemed like the most likely candidate."
Her eyes then swept downward, finding it difficult to face the
man across from her. "But I realized that this was a mistake,
and then ended matters before things became too...intimate...between
us."
"Seven,
I...I appreciate you being honest with me about this," he
said, trying to make sense of her revelation. "But you have
to understand that no two men are alike. You can't just call up
one to serve as a substitute for another."
"I
realize that now," she said. "Especially considering
that I too was a substitute for another."
"Excuse
me?" he said. "What are you talking about?"
"I
refer to the attraction you feel towards Captain Janeway. I realize
now that you have had feelings for her for some time."
"Just
a minute, there," he said defensively. "I never pursued
you as a substitute or as a distraction for Kathryn
I mean,
the Captain. I saw an attractive woman who had made tremendous
progress in the growth of her humanity and I wanted to get to
know her better, that's all."
"I
am not saying that you did anything improper," she replied.
Her lips then curled into the faintest approximation of a smile.
"I simply wish to point out what I have observed of you.
I have seen the two of you grow closer as of late, especially
since our meeting with the Ayrethans. Should you and the Captain
choose to pursue the matter any further, I would like for you
to know that I approve of the pairing."
Chakotay
stood speechless, but then in spite of himself, he smiled warmly
at her. She smiled back, just as the turbolift arrived at her
destination.
"If
you will excuse me, Commander," she said, looking back towards
him and exited the turbolift, leaving a very nonplussed and somewhat
amused Chakotay behind.
The
former drone headed down the corridor, with her thoughts focused
on how matters had been left between herself and Chakotay. It
was her hope that matters had been dealt with satisfactorily with
the Maquis first officer, so that both could go onward and deal
with each other efficiently. It was at this point that she heard
a familiar voice coming up from behind.
"Hey,
Seven. Hold up," Harry called out to her, as she glanced
over her shoulder to see the Ops officer quicken his pace to catch
up with her.
"Lieutenant
Kim," Seven greeted him cordially, but distantly, her thoughts
still on personal matters, matters that she did not feel appropriate
to share with the young officer.
"Lieutenant
Kim," Harry repeated her words with a chuckle. "You
know, I was beginning to think that you believed 'Ensign' was
my first name or something."
"And
why would you think me so ignorant as to confuse a Starfleet rank
with a personal name?" she threw back at him casually. "We
have an away mission to conduct, Lieutenant. I suggest we proceed."
Other
crewmembers might have taken exception to her tone. But Harry
Kim held his tongue and said nothing. He never did.
She
did not intend to sound so hostile with the Lieutenant, thought
Seven upon reflection, but it was important that she maintain
a distance with him during the duration of this mission. She had
noticed that he showed an uncomfortable tendency to want to communicate
with her whenever he sensed any difficulty emanating from her.
In fact, he seemed to want to communicate with her all the time
when they worked. It was most distracting at times.
Lieutenant
Kim possessed many exceptional qualities, she acknowledged, and
she did value his presence in her life. She knew that at one point,
early in her time aboard Voyager, he had been interested in pursuing
a romantic affiliation with her. But he was not like Chakotay
at all, nor Axum. He was what humans tended to call a 'nice guy'
or a 'boy-next-door.' All admirable traits to be certain, but
they lacked the aggressiveness or dominance that she had felt
fit her criteria of an appropriate mate. He and she were not optimally
suited for one another, she had concluded early on, and so she
had maintained a distance from Harry Kim, so as not to encourage
the young officer into believing that their relationship was anything
other than professional.
Of
course, she reflected, hadn't she just finished telling Chakotay
that her criteria had been misguided to begin with?
*
* *
Kathryn
Janeway sat in her command seat on the bridge, watching as the
shuttle cleared the hangar bay and departed away from the ship.
She had just communicated with Harry Kim her last minute instructions
for their mission and wished them luck. Like the Delta Quadrant,
this bizarre space was full of unexpected surprises.
The
doors to the bridge slid open, and Commander Chakotay strode onto
the bridge, following his captain's gaze towards the monitor.
"Looks
like they have things well in hand," he commented dryly.
"Perhaps,"
said the captain, the worry on her face quite clear. "This
is our first deep space mission here in the Time Bubble. They'll
be a long way off if they run into anything."
"Harry
has been on plenty of away missions before," he said, trying
to be reassuring, "He'll know to keep matters on track and
stay out of trouble."
"I
hope so," she answered, still concerned, like a mother letting
her children cross the street for the first time. But then wasn't
that who Harry and Seven were like to her, he mused. Her children?
He
knew that was why his decision to pursue Seven had cut Kathryn
so deeply, he thought. Any other woman, and it might not have
mattered so much. The fact that it was Seven, someone who had
become like a surrogate daughter to Kathryn Janeway
No,
that was over, he said to himself. Seven had made that clear,
especially today. He glanced over to the captain, her attention
deliberately looking towards the monitor and not towards him.
They used to be so close, before the Admiral had come aboard and
revealed to Kathryn the truth of his and Seven's relationship.
At first there had been awkwardness, then subtle resentment. And
now, with their bizarre recent encounter with the Ayrethans, they
were on constant tiptoes around each other, not knowing what to
say.
But
he knew he had to get things back on track with them again.
*
* *
A
few hours later, Harry and Seven were deep in space, far from
Voyager. The shuttle's sensors gathered much new data with which
to correlate the crew's position, some of which might hopefully
provide a clue as to how to escape this bizarre space-time anomaly
they were trapped inside of.
It
had to be the longest shuttle flight of Harry's life. He still
felt a bit rankled after his early attempt at humor blew up in
his face. He wasn't sure what bothered him more, the fact that
Seven seemed to take a particular delight in bursting his bubble
whenever he felt a lighthearted moment around her, or the fact
that she seemed to be carrying herself as if she were the one
in charge of this mission. That was par for the course with him
and Seven. Why should today be any different, he thought bitterly?
"Everything
OK over there?" he asked.
"The
ship's systems are still performing at optimum levels," she
stated crisply.
"That's
not what I mean," said Harry. "I'm talking about you."
"Me?"
"You
seem a bit distracted, Seven," he said, trying to engage
the former drone in conversation. He had noticed that her mind
seemed to be elsewhere, however subtly she showed it.
"I
am not," she replied harshly. "I am
focused on
my assigned duties. If anything, Lieutenant, it is you that insists
on distracting me with irrelevant conversation."
"Hey,
I just thought..."
"I
believe, Lieutenant," she interrupted him, "that we
would both do well to focus on our mission and disregard all irrelevant
conversation."
"Fine,"
he sighed. "Whatever you say." Why was it that every
time she said the word 'lieutenant' it sounded like she was saying
'ensign?' Harry thought indignantly.
It
frustrated him to no end. With everyone else on Voyager, he knew
exactly where he stood. He was either a friend, or at the very
least he shared an amicable working relationship. But Seven was
always a complete enigma with him. He had been physically attracted
to her when he had first started working with her, but he accepted
long ago that she had no interest in pursuing anything romantic
with him. He had consoled himself with the fact that she was simply
not ready to feel those kinds of emotions just yet, although from
what he had later heard of her experiences at Unimatrix Zero and
certain rumors about her and Chakotay, which he didn't entirely
believe, she was obviously willing to experience them now. Just
not with him.
He
could accept that. So instead, he tried to be her friend. And
more often than not received grief for his troubles.
Sometimes
they worked together and they seemed like just polite strangers.
Then there were times she would speak to him with harsh contempt,
as if he were something she had found on the bottom of her boot.
But
then there were those brief moments, when she showed vulnerability,
and she spoke to him like the friend he had tried to be for her
these past four years. He recalled the time when she had graciously
offered to him her allocated time on the Pathfinder array, so
that he could speak with his parents. And there were the times
when she had thanked him for helping her with her work, and even
when she wished him a speedy recovery after his breakup with Tal
two years ago.
Even
most recently, soon after they became trapped in the Time Bubble,
he fondly remembered the feelings they shared about their fears
and hopes for the future. During brief moments like that, Harry
actually felt that he and Seven were the friends he had hoped
they would become.
But
then she would grow distant again and shut him out. Just another
day in the life with Seven of Nine, he figured sardonically.
His
musings were cut short by a voice to his left. "Lieutenant,"
said Seven, as she looked at her monitor with some disconcertion.
"I am detecting a point of spatial distortion at extreme
close range."
"Close
range?" said Harry with puzzlement. "We should have
spotted..."
He
didn't have time to complete his sentence, as a bright flash of
light and energy exploded portside of the shuttle.
"Red
alert!" Harry shouted, his voice in full authority.
Seven
complied with rapid efficiency as her fingers danced across the
control panel, trying to locate the source of the disturbance.
But before she could provide any new data, another explosion was
felt, this one close enough to rock the ship.
"What
the...?" Harry tried to speak as the engineering console
to his right burst into a shower of sparks.
"We
have taken damage to the port nacelle!" Seven reported.
"What
the hell just hit us?!" Harry demanded over the din of the
chaos around them.
The
answer came in the form of a dark irregular shape that swooped
across the front viewport, barely discernable against the dark
of space.
"Sernaix,"
Harry muttered softly, viscerally recalling the beating he had
received from them during his last away mission.
"Lieutenant,"
Seven called to him, her eyes riveted to the monitor. Harry followed
her gaze to see what had caught her attention.
On
visual scan, which were the only sensors they had that could detect
these potent starships, and then only at close range, were two
additional Sernaix vessels equal in size to the first. The two
were moving in formation to join up with their sister ship in
the lead.
"Three
of them," Harry gasped, trying to maintain a cool exterior.
He was in command here, after all. But Voyager had found itself
outmatched by just one of the small ships that they had classified
as 'scouts.' A shuttle against three such ships?
It
was hard not to feel as though he and Seven were as good as dead.
"Recommendations,
Lieutenant?" said Seven.
"Obviously
they're just toying with us," he said urgently. "Or
we'd already be toast."
"And
when they tire of playing with us?" Seven asked with an arched
eyebrow.
This
was still his command, thought Harry with grim determination.
And he would not let himself or Seven go out that easily.
"How
bad a hit did we take on the nacelle?" he demanded.
Seven
did a quick check on the ship's status monitor. "We are venting
plasma at a rate which is diminishing the nacelle's output by
twenty millicochrances a second."
Harry
reached over to his console and began to type in commands.
"What
are you doing?" Seven demanded.
He
didn't bother to look up at her as he answered her, his eyes focused
on the sensor reading showing the three attacking vessels bearing
down on them for another pass. "We can't fight them, so we're
going to have to ditch them."
"You
are instructing the computer to increase the plasma feed to the
port nacelle!" she said with alarm.
"As
soon as we vent a big enough trail, you fire the phasers and ignite
the plasma. We'll blind their sensors temporarily and go immediately
to evasive maneuvers."
"And
to what extent do you believe we will be able to evade the Sernaix
if we further damage our warp nacelle?" she pressed on.
Harry
sighed at her stubbornness as he explained further. "If we're
lucky, we'll be able to find someplace to hunker down and hide
from their sensors. Maybe then they'll get bored and decide to
move on and we can call Voyager for help."
"By
damaging the warp nacelles, you are limiting our options,"
she said harshly.
"We
don't have any options!" Harry yelled back, fed up with her
constant undermining of his authority. Who was in command of this
mission anyway? "We're looking at three ships, a single one
of which could grind Voyager into dust. We can't fight them or
outrun them. If you have another option, I'd love to hear it.
Otherwise, ignite the plasma now!"
Her
eyes narrowed at him as she reached over to the console and fired
the aft phasers at the plasma stream trailing behind them. As
bright flash ensued as the highly charged warp plasma underwent
an energy discharge. The shuttle was expecting it. The Sernaix
were not.
"They're
slowing down," Harry shouted, noticing their approach veering
off as the three ships tried to regain their bearings. "I'm
implementing a course of five point two mark nine."
The
shuttle then veered off sharply from its initial flight path and
moved along a completely random course deeper into the heart of
the solar system they were surveying.
"Seven,"
Harry barked at the former drone. "Keep the sensors peeled
for something we can hide behind."
"Yes,
Lieutenant," she said, the tone of her voice non-committal.
Harry
didn't pay any mind to Seven's attitude as he was divided between
plotting an evasive path through the densest part of the inner
solar system at maximum impulse and eyeing the approach of their
pursuers. He knew that soon it would be a moot issue, as the Sernaix
appeared to only register on Federation sensors at short range
at best. At long range, they were completely invisible.
"They're
scanning for us," Harry reported. At this point, Voyager
had only the most general inklings as to the full capabilities
of the ships of this latest antagonist. But their firepower, maneuverability,
and sensor masking properties made them a foe as formidable as
the Borg.
"The
port nacelle is registering an increasing structural imbalance,"
Seven stated. "It cannot sustain further high-impulse speeds."
"Just
a little bit longer," Harry grunted.
"Have
they reacquired our position?" asked Seven.
"It
doesn't look like it," said Harry. "Not yet, anyway."
"That
will change. The Sernaix are most..." Seven's attention was
then diverted by a chime from her sensor array. "Lieutenant,
I believe I may have found a possible hiding place. There is a
comet at one mark five. It is currently outgassing cold plasma
which should mask our nacelle emissions."
"Seven,
you're wonderful!" cheered Harry, his earlier frustration
evaporated as he set course. Seven only arched her eyebrow at
him again.
The
shuttle glided in on thrusters into the long gaseous tail of the
comet, the hull pinging with the steady pelt of dust and ice globules
breaking off from the main body.
"Let's
hope we don't have to stay in here too long," said Harry.
"I don't know how long the hull can hold out being pulverized
like this."
"Approximately
twenty nine hours before structural integrity is compromised,"
she replied. "Lieutenant, you do realize that should the
Sernaix decide to take a closer approach to this comet, it will
not take them long to discover us?"
"I
realize that," said Harry, his earlier annoyance returning.
"But we don't..."
And
then he fell silent, his eyes transfixed to the viewport before
him. Seven followed his stare and echoed his expression.
There
was a ship, dark and irregular, floating off the far side of the
dark carbonaceous mass of the comet nucleus. The design was unmistakable.
It was Sernaix. But it looked nothing like the small but potent
ships that were trailing them, or the ones that had plagued Voyager
since they were lost in the Time Bubble. This ship was large,
easily bigger than an Intrepid-Class starship, like an angry demonic
bat. And mostly likely a good deal more powerful.
"Oh,
my god," muttered Harry, expecting the end to come.
But
nothing happened. The large Sernaix ship made no hostile moves
against them. In fact, it made no moves at all. It simply drifted
in an unpowered orbit around the comet, emitting no signature
or intent.
But
that still didn't make it any less frightening.
*
* *
Back
on Voyager, Kathryn Janeway was entranced as she watched the battle
of wits unfolding before her. She was not the only one. At least
a dozen crew members were crowding around, eager to see the husband
and wife team of Tuvok and T'Pel going head-to-head in a game
of Kal-Toh.
"So,"
she heard a familiar voice behind her, as she turned to see the
tattooed face of her first officer, "who's winning?"
Of
course, Janeway knew enough about Vulcan culture that Kal-Toh
was not about winning or losing, but about what the game brought
to the participants in terms of logical enlightenment. But seen
through the lens of human competitiveness, it came to be yet another
game where one player set out to beat his or her opponent.
"Nobody,
yet," she answered Chakotay with an anxious smile. "I
think the two of them are pretty evenly matched."
"Well,
I'd like to think that after being married to the same person
for seventy years, you'd get a pretty good idea of how they start
to think," he replied with a smirk. She returned his smile
with her own. It felt good to joke again with him.
"Well,
it's either watching Vulcan logic games, or I could take my chances
with Mr. Chell's bubble fondue," she laughed back in response.
"Maybe
we could try something a little different?" he suggested
tentatively. "It's been a while since the two of us have
had dinner together. Would you be interested?"
Janeway
was momentarily startled by his request. She thought about the
Ayrethans and what she had felt there. It never occurred to her
these past few months just how much she had missed her first officer's
companionship. "I
I think I'd like that."
"Tonight,
then?"
"T-that
would be wonderful," she answered, trying to put on a controlled
face, but inside, she felt like a nervous schoolgirl all over
again.
*
* *
Harry
ended up piloting the shuttle underneath the tremendous bulk of
what they had termed the Sernaix 'battleship.' He figured that
the ship's mass, combined with the mysterious Sernaix ability
to block sensor readings would help to mask their damaged ship.
It appeared to be a successful strategy, Seven observed, as they
sat still for several hours at minimal power, with the three pursuit
ships failing to appear. At no point did the larger vessel seem
to react to their presence, nor did it object to their futile
attempts to scan its interior. They agreed that if the battleship
had any hostile intentions against them, it would have exhibited
it by now.
But
that was all that they agreed on.
"Lieutenant,"
said Seven to Harry, "I believe that the vessel must be a
derelict. How else can you explain its uncharacteristic lack of
aggression against us?"
"I
don't know," grumbled Harry. "Maybe this is all just
another game to them."
"Then
it would seem to be a highly illogical one," she replied
sharply.
"Nothing
has been logical about the Sernaix so far," he said. "They've
been yanking us around from the moment we arrived in this place.
This whole thing could be another attempt on their part to learn
more about us."
"Then
perhaps it is time that we learned more about them,"
Seven replied with smooth satisfaction.
Harry
looked on at the former drone with anxious uncertainty. "Just
what are you getting at, Seven?"
"If
this vessel is defunct as I believe it to be," she stated,
"then it would be within our best interests to transport
aboard and study its technical capabilities."
"What?!"
said Harry, incredulous at Seven's reckless suggestion. "We
have no idea what's on that ship. There could be an army of Sernaix
just waiting for us. And are you forgetting that our sensors can't
even penetrate the hull? We might beam straight into a bulkhead."
"We
do know that the Sernaix are able to transport from their vessels,
so it is possible in principle," she responded. "We
could transport a pattern enhancer ahead of us to send back a
tight-beam signal for our sensors to lock on to. If we lose the
signal, then we will know it is unsafe."
"It's
still a huge risk," he replied, still unconvinced. "It
might be safer if we try to contact Voyager and bring them into
this."
"Lieutenant,
our mission is to gather information about the area we are trapped
in and make use of it in order to enhance our survival. Surely
a greater knowledge of our enemy would fall under such a heading?"
Harry
sighed, knowing that her logic was sound. As dangerous as it might
be, an opportunity to observe Sernaix technology up close like
this might not come again. And if they could learn something about
how their ships functioned, it might make the difference the next
time Voyager encountered one in a fight.
Assuming
he and Seven survived to make it back to Voyager.
"You
know I can't allow you to transport into a potentially hostile
environment without support," he said
"Then
I suggest you accompany me, Lieutenant," she said to him,
in a patronizing tone he did not care for. "We can program
the shuttle for an automatic beam-out if we encounter any difficulties."
All
Harry could do in response was sigh. "Why does this seem
so familiar to me?" he said.
"Lieutenant?"
"I
just can't help but think of an old story Tom told me once,"
he said. "Something about two teenagers taking shelter from
a storm inside of a haunted house."
"Haunted?
As in ghosts?" She sneered at him with a look of impatience.
"Lieutenant, surely you are aware that there are no such
things as ghosts."
"Of
course there aren't," he said, trying to sound convincing.
*
* *
As
luck would have it, the pattern enhancer Seven beamed over first
did not materialize into the heart of their warp core or a section
of the hull. It reported beaming into an empty chamber one meter
in mid air above the floor. It fell down hard, but was still able
to send back the go-ahead signal and provide the necessary telemetry
for a safe transport for Harry and Seven.
The
first thing Harry Kim noticed once his molecules had finished
assembling was the light. The Sernaix seemed to prefer a harsh,
neon-blue illumination heavier in ultraviolet. Looking at the
light panels hurt Harry's eyes at first, but a few minutes of
exposure helped him to gradually acclimate to the level of illumination.
Seven,
of course, didn't appear bothered by it at all. She immediately
whipped out her tricorder and began taking sensor readings. Harry,
by contrast, nervously gripped his phaser on his belt, just to
be on the safe side.
"Will
you look at all of this," Harry gasped, taking in the sight
of the chamber around him.
"Indeed,
I am," said Seven, sounding equally impressed, and for the
first time on this mission, a little unsure of herself.
They
had beamed into a large common room, roughly equal in dimensions
to that of Voyager's mess hall. The walls and ceiling both seemed
to be made from some kind of glassy black material the flowed
into each other, leaving no hard edges or corners. Active energy
pulses seemed to dance within the walls themselves, coming together
to form icons and shapes that were unfamiliar to Harry. He reached
out instinctively to feel the nearest wall. He had expected some
kind of warmth, but the wall seemed strangely cool to the touch.
"No
one's here to greet us," he observed. "You'd think someone
would have noticed that we were on board by now."
"Which
would support my hypothesis that the vessel is a derelict,"
said Seven smugly.
"Maybe,"
said Harry. "But if the crew is dead, then what killed them?
Or if they abandoned ship, then what forced them to leave? In
either case, is it really a good idea for us to be here?"
Seven
glanced down at her tricorder, taking reading on the environment
around her. "I am detecting no anomalous radiation levels,
airborne toxins, or bacteriological agents in the atmosphere.
Nor am I registering any critical energy discharges from inside
the ship that would indicate significant engine damage."
"Seven,
we haven't the slightest idea of what powers this ship, never
mind if anything might be wrong with it. Once we take a quick
look around, we'll beam back to the shuttle, and try and hail
Voyager. It'll probably take an entire Engineering team to figure
this ship out, anyway."
"Perhaps,"
she replied curtly, clearly not happy with the idea of minimizing
her opportunity to understand this new vessel and chaffing at
Lieutenant Kim's unnecessary caution. But whether she liked it
or not, he was in command of this mission, and she was required
to comply.
"Hmmm,"
mused Harry as he looked across the dark, smooth walls of the
corridors leading out from the chamber. "There doesn't seem
to be any access panels or controls anywhere.
"Indeed,"
agreed Seven. "That would be consistent with the devices
that we recovered from the Sernaix at Caprijen. None of them appear
to have any displays or obvious means of operation."
"So
how do they work?" asked Harry. "Do your scans offer
any sort of clue?"
"Not
at this time," said Seven, her attention focused on the data
scrolling on her tricorder. "We would have to study their
bridge and engineering sections to learn more." She then
went silent, as she moved closer to the walls, her eyes widening
in amazement at the latest readings she received.
"What
is it?"
"Lieutenant,"
Seven gasped, "I am able to get a clear sensor reading of
the hull composition from within the vessel."
"Really?"
said Harry, his interest peaking. "What's it made of? Is
it anything we can fight?"
"I
I
am not sure," she said. "The hull consists of a triple
layer, the middle of which appears to be a compressed film of
plasma chilled to absolute zero."
"A
Bose-Einstein condensate?" said Harry, recognizing the phenomenon.
"What would that be doing integrated into the hull?"
"Clearly
it must
" But she did not complete her sentence as the
data returned on the hull analysis. "Lieutenant, the outer
hull
it consists of
photonium."
"Photonium?"
said Harry with incredulity, remembering his physics classes back
at the Academy. "You mean
matter made of photons? Light?!
But that's just theoretical!"
"Apparently
it is more than theory, Lieutenant," she commented, as she
turned to him. "The Bose-Einstein condensate is used to lower
the energy level of photons and thus slow down their velocity
to that of a motionless state. The Sernaix have obviously perfected
a means whereby the standing wave pattern is then bonded into
a stable matrix which approximates that of solid matter and can
then be harnessed for its physical properties."
"My
god," said Harry, as looked on with his own tricorder, shaking
his head in bewilderment. He knew the Sernaix has some sophisticated
tools at their disposal. But this was something that they wouldn't
have anticipated in their wildest of speculations. "I've
never seen anything like this. I mean, I've heard of experiments
where cold plasmas were used to slow photons down to a crawl.
But actually constructing solid matter out of them?"
"Indeed,
it is most impressive," said Seven, clearly awed by any kind
of technical accomplishment that added to her already impressive
base of knowledge. "The Borg have assimilated three species
whose scientific research came close to such a feat, but did not
succeed in its entirety. Species 953 even managed to construct
simple crystalline forms of such frozen light for use in medical
applications. Clearly the Sernaix have surpassed even that accomplishment
by fashioning entire starship hulls of such material. However,
I fail to see the logic of such an expenditure of effort."
"Oh,
I can," Harry piped in. "I remember one of my instructors
in Theoretical Physics commenting on some of the hypothetical
properties that 'photon matter' would have if it could ever be
constructed. It would have almost no mass and could alter its
refraction index to absorb light and energy at will." The
young officer then shook his head again. "God, no wonder
our sensors were never able to penetrate these ships."
"Nor
could Voyager's weapons ever affect the surface," the former
drone added. "And hulls with negligible mass would explain
the Sernaix's impressive maneuverability."
Harry
just gawked about at the expanse of the chamber around him. It
began to dawn upon him just how big a challenge he and the rest
of Voyager's crew were up against. Sure, they had been through
some tough scrapes, both here and back in the Delta Quadrant.
But the Sernaix had come very close to destroying Voyager on several
occasions, and even then, it was clear that they were merely being
played with, seeing only the tiniest fraction of what their opponents
were capable of.
Just
how do you fight an enemy that can build starships out of light
itself, Harry wondered. Had they finally come up against an enemy
they couldn't beat?
*
* *
Harry
and Seven made their way deeper into the heart of the ship, hoping
to find the equivalent of a bridge or control center. The corridors
of the Sernaix ship, however, didn't appear to be arranged in
any logical pattern as they were on a Starfleet vessel, Harry
thought. Nor did the ship seem to be organized in decks that required
a turbolift. Everything seemed more organic, like the rooms and
halls were tunneled into solid rock. Hallways would curve about,
up or down, branch in two, and lead to new rooms that didn't appear
any different than the one that they had first beamed in to.
In
fact, to Harry's mind, the Sernaix ship seemed strangely unspecialized,
not unlike a Borg vessel. But still, they reasoned, there would
still need to be something like a bridge somewhere on the ship,
if only as a place that could function in an emergency. It was
there that they hoped they would find more conventional control
stations, where they might be able to access the ship's systems
and learn more about its functions.
Or
more importantly, they might learn what had happened to the crew.
The
two made their way down yet another blind hallway, when Harry
turned quickly to follow a blur of motion out of the corner of
his eye.
"Did
you see that?" he said to his companion.
"I
saw nothing, Lieutenant," Seven replied brusquely.
"I
could have sworn I saw something move back there," he said
as he looked back in the direction they came. "Maybe a rat,
or something just like one."
"Is
it your supposition that the crew evacuated this vessel because
of an infestation of rodents?" she inquired sharply.
"No,
it's just
" he tried to explain to her, make some kind
of justification, but there really wasn't one. This place just
gave him the willies, that was all. But what kind of a mission
leader would he be if he admitted that to Seven? Would she have
any respect for him if she thought that an apparently empty starship
had him spooked? Did she have any for him even now? And why did
her respect matter so much to him, anyway?
"I
suggest that we continue our search," she said coolly, as
she walked past him and on down the corridor. Harry didn't follow
right away.
Why
did she have to talk to him that way all the time, he thought
to himself? Did she truly think so little of him that she thought
nothing of how hurtful her words were? There was a time when a
kind word or a gentle glance from her would have meant anything
to him. But even now, after so much time had passed since those
early days of infatuation, she still had an effect on him, even
if it wasn't always the one he had once wanted.
As
he tarried, he noticed another chamber leading off from the corridor.
His curiosity getting the better of him, Harry made his way over,
seeing that the room was not illuminated as was the others. The
Ops officer craned his head inside, taking out his pocket flash
to light the way ahead of him.
And
then he saw the bodies.
He
gasped as he jumped back from the grisly sight, almost dropping
his lamp in the process. "Seven!" he called out to the
blond woman, as much to hear her voice and know for certain she
was safe.
"Lieutenant!"
she called back as she ran back to him, her expression one of
concern, as she saw his gaze focused on the direction his lamp
was illuminating.
They
both stared into the room to see the corpses of at least thirty
or forty Sernaix bodies, all neatly laid out, lying peacefully
still and quiet. There was no sign of violence or a cause of death
on any of them
All
except for one.
While
Seven ran her tricorder over the nearest dead Sernaix, Harry followed
a stream of thick, dark blood as it lead back to a single Sernaix
corpse, propped up separately from the rest of the crew. This
Sernaix appeared to be more important than the others, as could
be seen from the number of fluorescent tattoos on his arms and
face, as well as the jewelry he wore. They had learned that much
from their last encounter, that the status of a Sernaix within
his pack was marked by their adornment and body markings.
But
in contrast to the blissful expressions on the other corpses,
this Sernaix had obviously died quite violently. His torso showed
signs of being hacked at and beaten repeatedly, his limbs strung
up in order to maximize the blood loss. Harry went white with
fear and revulsion at the sight of this image of death. Whoever
had killed this one had obviously wanted him to suffer before
dying.
"Lieutenant,"
Seven called out from her position near the other corpses. "I
have scanned three of the bodies. I cannot be completely certain,
but I believe that these Sernaix died from carbon monoxide poisoning."
"This
one certainly didn't," gasped Harry, unable to take his eyes
off the visage of suffering on the dead Sernaix.
"Yes,"
said Seven. "Strange that this one should be killed in a
different fashion from the others."
Harry
then turned back to the former drone, his eyes narrowed in determination.
"We're getting out of here, Seven. Now. We can try to hail
Voyager and have a security team back us up."
"Lieutenant,"
she replied testily, "surely you do not think that the killers
of this crew are still aboard this vessel?"
"Yes,
Seven," he shot back tersely, "I do. Look at these bodies.
We know that Sernaix ships don't have large crew complements.
If this is the entire crew, then they wouldn't have all been in
the same room when whatever happened here
happened. Someone
had to move these bodies after they died. Somebody who's probably
very dangerous if they can do this!" he gestured
towards the violated body of the Sernaix next to him.
"I
believe you are being excessively cautious," she countered.
"And
you're being dangerously reckless," he retorted.
"Our
mission
"
"
is
to survive!" he shouted over her. "And in case you've
forgotten, I'm also in command of this away mission! So when I
say we're going back to the shuttle, then we're going back. End
of discussion."
Seven
was silent, far too silent. Her eyes narrowed at him, her expression
pinched and clearly displeased. "I will comply," she
said with some finality. But it was clear that this was not what
she wanted to do.
His
expression equally sharp, still glaring at her, Harry slapped
his combadge to contact the shuttle computer. "Kim Delta
Epsilon. Two to beam over."
But
there was nothing. Harry did not feel the familiar envelopment
of the transporter. The beam-out did not happen.
He
repeated the command to the shuttle computer twice, but both requests
went unheeded.
"What
the hell?" he swore. "Seven, you did program
the computer for a remote beam-out, didn't you?"
"I
most certainly did," she responded sharply, sounding almost
insulted that she would be accused of such negligence. She pulled
out her tricorder once again and did a quick scan of the walls.
"Lieutenant, the refraction index of the outer hull has shifted."
"Excuse
me?"
"We
cannot beam back to the shuttle, because the hull is blocking
the transporter lock. We are
trapped aboard this ship."
Harry's
eyes widened with distress. They grew even wider as the ship suddenly
lurched to the side violently, sending the two of them off balance.
Loud rumblings were heard, sounding like muffled explosions. If
Harry didn't know better, he would have thought that someone was
shooting at them. But who? Voyager? Not possible, he thought.
Her photon torpedoes wouldn't have made a dent against a ship
this powerful.
He
looked over at Seven, the alarm on his face evident, not saying
a word. Now would not have been the best time to say 'I told you
so.'
*
* *
Vex,
Adimh of Jade Mountain, sat in his command couch on the bridge
of his pack's ship. The scene from inside of the comet's head
was projected as a wrap-around hologram all about him and his
packmates, as he focused on the battle at hand. At least a dozen
Sernaix males had duties on the bridge of the pack scout today,
their expressions silent as their body fields melded with their
interface ports, their experiences manifesting themselves as holographic
designs floating about their bodies.
He
reached out to take a large mug of jiopol from one of the
small, bush-like servos that served as an extension of the ship.
Vex sipped the foamy brew, relishing in the hearty, spiced flavor,
tailored to his specific tastes. It felt good to enjoy a cool
drink after the sweat of a long day, especially after
"There!"
he called out with satisfaction, as he spotted the dark patch
hovering near the comet's nucleus, past the wispy mists of gas
and dust. The Abomination had been spotted. It took a combined
sensor sweep from all three ships, but in the end they had triangulated
the location of their quarry near the heart of the lone comet.
"We've
got it!" said Imesh, his Zvir, standing at the side of the
command couch, ever ready to take his place should Vex fall in
heat of combat. Imesh was grinning with delight at the thought
of the upcoming fight. Vex shared his second's feeling of anticipation.
It had been far too long since Jade Mountain had tasted the joy
and exhilaration of bloodshed. For the past ten cycles, his pack
had been engaged in harmless joyriding and the occasional harassment
of other species. The fun had gone from those activities a long
time ago, he thought resentfully. The Sernaix were the uncontested
masters of this area of space, and the weaker races had long since
accepted their fate to be dominated and preyed upon by them. There
were few new territories to explore, or new challenges to experience.
At
least, not until the Enemy ship, Voyager, appeared in their space.
Vex
knew that the Adimhs of Violet Sun and Cobalt Field were linked
to his battle sim, as was he with theirs. They each wanted to
experience the sensation of the battle from the others' perspective,
but as Jade Mountain had been the first pack to respond to The
Realm's contract against the Abomination, they were the ones taking
the lead in the fight.
So
far, the hunt had been everything he and his pack had hoped it
would be. After several close pursuits with the Abomination, they
had even come across a shuttle belonging to the Enemy. He remembered
the whoops of delight when they caught the tiny ship unawares,
their primitive detection technology unable to see the Sernaix
ships until they were right on top of them. The Adimh of Cobalt
Field had been prepared to destroy them, but the Enemy had proven
itself clever and managed to blind their sensors briefly and escape.
From what they knew of their ships, it was too damaged to have
gone far, and was most likely hiding in this same solar system,
possibly near the Abomination itself.
Perhaps
it was just as well, thought Vex privately. He would not have
wanted the fight to be over so quickly. And he relished the idea
of the Enemy being formidable enough to overcome their technical
shortcomings. It would make the fight that much more challenging,
once they had finished up here. He tried to picture where he would
place the tattoo, and what pattern he would choose, that would
mark the experience of the conflict to come.
"Adimh
Vex," came a voice that seemed to echo in the air, one that
came from a voice not produced by any of his packmates. It was
the Ship Mind, once again trying to get his attention. Vex rolled
his eyes in annoyance. The Minds were necessary to maintain their
ships, but he wished that they would keep silent and tend to their
jobs, and leave the enjoyment of life to those still of the flesh.
He found them almost as insufferable as the busybody females and
their Cadres back in The Realm.
"Yes,"
Vex rumbled gruffly, not addressing the Mind with respect as he
would a packmate. When Sernaix uploaded, they traditionally relinquished
their names along with their flesh and their gender. The Mind
had no identity, save that which it created for itself in the
vast expanses within The Realm.
"Forgive
my interruption, Adimh Vex," said the Mind obsequiously,
"but there is something you must see."
Vex
shifted the resonance of his body field, so that he and the Mind
would be linked in a private conversation, unobserved by the rest
of the pack on the bridge. The scene around him shifted to that
of his personal virtual space, a lakeside view on the planet Lokiju,
a place that had struck him for its particular beauty. An overlay
of the battle sim appeared in his field of vision. The Mind zoomed
in on the comet's nucleus, showing the dark, irregular shape of
the ship that had once been that of the Silver Sky pack. And there,
just next to it, was
"The
Enemy!" Vex exclaimed, both out of excitement and fury. The
Enemy shuttle had found the Abomination before them. He had hoped
to prolong the hunt for both ships for as long as possible. Now,
regretfully, they would both be over at the same time. He spoke
to the Mind again. "Have they boarded the ship yet?"
"Yes,
Adimh. They have," it answered him in its most passive, unflappable
tone. "That is why you cannot destroy the Silver Sky ship."
"What?!"
Vex sputtered with incredulity. "How can you say that? We
accepted a contract from The Realm to destroy the Abomination
"
"Events
have changed, Adimh," the Mind announced. "I have analyzed
the scans we took of the Enemy shuttle during our brief encounter
with them. I have compared them with the results taken from the
samples taken at Caprijen."
Vex's
jaw dropped slack as he listened to the voice of the Ship Mind.
"Are you saying
?"
"Yes,
Adimh," it replied. "The one that was Touched is aboard
the Silver Sky vessel. I'm sure I don't have to remind you of
the Management Cadre's demand that that individual come to no
harm "
An
Enemy that had known the Touch of the Gods themselves! When the
results of Crimson Stone's mission at Caprijen were experienced
across The Realm, the results had taken the entire Sernaix race
(or what was left of it) by surprise. The Goddess was a part of
ancient history, predating even The Realm itself. But their mark
on the Sernaix race was felt even to this day. If one of the Enemy
had truly been touched by them
"Are
you certain about this?" he asked.
"I
have confirmed it with the Minds of Violet Sun and Cobalt Field.
If you like, I can link with The Realm and
"
"No!"
Vex shouted, determined not to have the Management Cadre interfere
in his battle. He would handle this within the packs. He modulated
his body field once again, so that the Adimhs of both Violet Sun
and Cobalt Field could be included in the conversation. Adimhs
Tokul and Nagewa appeared within his virtual field of view.
"Did
you hear?" said Vex to his brother Adimhs on their respective
ships.
"We've
spoken with our Ship Minds," said Nagewa, Adimh of Cobalt
Field. "We can't destroy the Touched One."
"What
are we to do?" wailed Tokul, Adimh of Violet Sun. He was
a young Adimh, impulsive and still inexperienced, but deferring
to the wisdom of his elder compatriots. "Are we to just let
the Abomination get away?"
"Can
we be sure the Abomination hasn't already killed the Enemy crew
the way it did with Silver Sky?" asked Nagewa.
"They're
still alive," said Vex, as he rubbed his chin, considering
their options. "The sensors show that there are two of them
on board. Clearly, our task has been made more difficult. But
not impossible. If we can't destroy the Abomination, we will have
to subdue and board it."
"That
will be risky," said Tokul. "An attack on this ship
could still risk injuring the Touched One. The Management Cadre
will be furious with us if that happened."
The
elder Adimhs snorted at the younger one, disgusted by the deference
and fear he showed to those busybodies. How like a child, Vex
thought, to be frightened by the displeasure of females.
"We'll
have to disable the engines first," said Nagewa, "and
send a boarding party across to seize the Touched One."
"We'll
send three boarding parties," Vex cautioned the Adimh
of Cobalt Field, "so that all of our packs share in the experience
of bringing the Touched One back to The Realm. Once our teams
have left the ship, the Abomination can be destroyed at our leisure."
"Of
course, Adimh Vex," replied Nagewa with a curl of his lip.
"In
the mean time," said Vex, looking past the two Sernaix to
view the projected battle sim behind them, "we should cut
off both of their means of escape. The two of you concentrate
your fire on the Silver Sky ship's engines."
"And
you?" said Nagewa.
Vex
smiled at the scene unfolding in the comet head before him. "I
will take out the Enemy ship. Keep both of our prizes together,
I say."
Minutes
later, the three Sernaix scout ships focused their enormous firepower
at the two ships orbiting the icy body. A single shot from Vex's
weaponry vaporized the unoccupied Starfleet shuttlecraft orbiting
near the larger ship. The larger Sernaix ship then came to life,
its hull absorbing the ordinance being deployed against it to
the limits of its design as it shot away from the comet.
The
three small Sernaix ships tore after it in eager pursuit, all
seeking the thrill of the hunt.
*
* *
"What
happened?" a puzzled Harry Kim demanded to know, not necessarily
from Seven, but the universe at large.
"I
am uncertain," Seven answered him. "I believe we are
in motion."
"Motion?
How can you tell? I didn't feel any shift in inertia."
"The
shift was subtle, but I was able to sense it. It appears that
the Sernaix design inertial dampers of far greater sophistication
than those of the Federation."
Harry
looked about the corridor they stood in, trying to find a direction
that would give them some kind of answers. "What I wouldn't
give right now for a window," he lamented.
Seven
only gave him an unaffected response. "A view of the outside
would only confirm what we already suspect, that we are en route
to an unknown destination and that we have no means to currently
leave the ship."
Harry
let out a resigned sigh. "The question is what do we do now?"
"I
would think the answer to that would be obvious," she replied
testily. "Clearly there is someone aboard and in control
of this vessel. We must make an effort to overpower our opponent
and commandeer the ship for ourselves."
"That's
a laudable goal, Seven," Harry responded wearily, "but
just how are we supposed to do that? We don't know how many people
we're up against or how to fight them. And even if we did manage
to take them out, would you know how to even fly this ship?"
"What
would you suggest as an alternative?" she shot back.
"I
think we should make contact," he answered earnestly, "try
and reason with whoever is at the controls. At the very least
we can buy some time for ourselves until we get a better idea
of how this ship operates."
The
look on Seven's face was almost a snort of disgust. "A futile
effort," she said casually. "Our opponent has killed,
quite violently, I might add. There is every reason to suspect
he will kill again."
"He
could have killed us the moment we came aboard. Or he could have
shot down our shuttle. But he didn't."
"It
may well be as you said before about the Sernaix. Perhaps he derives
pleasure from our suffering."
"Or
perhaps he's an enemy of the Sernaix," Harry countered. "You
know what they say about the enemy of your enemy."
But
Seven was not buying any of it. "To place trust in an individual
who has demonstrated a predilection towards violence is both illogical
and irrational. Your blind adherence to Starfleet idealism is
endangering both this mission and our lives."
"Is
that so?" Harry said frostily. "Well, that's not really
your decision to make, now is it?"
"I
do not think, Ensign, that
"
"Lieutenant!"
"I
beg your pardon?"
"My
rank is Lieutenant!" he roared at her, his patience with
her finally reaching the breaking point. "I spent a long
time waiting for that promotion, so you'd better goddamn well
remember what my rank is!"
Seven,
perhaps for the first time Harry had ever known her, was stunned
into silence. She had always believed Harry Kim to be so
predictable.
And to Seven, that was a good thing.
"I've
had it up to here with your chaffing and your attitude, Seven!"
he fumed. "You don't like the way I've been making decisions
on this mission, that's fine! You can take it up with the captain
when we get back. But you do not question me when we're
in a crisis situation. I've indulged your curiosity and made exceptions
for the disrespectful way you've spoken to me on this mission
so far. But ultimately I'm the one who makes the final decisions
on things, no matter how superior you think you are to me!"
"I
never
" she tried to say.
"You
never?" he laughed back at her harshly. "You mean, you
never treated me with one ounce of respect! You've taken a particular
delight in belittling me, kicking me when I was down, and dismissing
every gesture of kindness I ever made towards you! Telling me
"
He stopped himself just before he was about to mention the time
that Seven had wounded him the most, when she had told him that
he 'was not a candidate' to be her first date. But that was way
too personal to bring up in this context. That wasn't what this
was about, he reminded himself.
"Tell
me, Seven," he continued, his voice weary and frustrated.
"Is it fun for you? Is the only way that you can feel good
about yourself, to make other people feel small?"
Seven
was absolutely taken aback. She never would have suspected such
a litany of fury from Lieutenant Harry Kim of all people. She
had always believed him to be one of her closest of associates
on Voyager, someone whose behavior was always dependable and predictable.
Was this how she appeared to him? Was this who she was whenever
she spoke to him? She always spoke her mind when she was around
the young officer. It simply never occurred to her that what she
considered to be familiarity and candor would come across as rudeness
and disrespect.
"I
I
do not know what to say," she responded softly.
"Why
have you been resisting me this entire mission, Seven?" he
demanded, his tone more urgent than angry now. "Do you have
so little faith in me after what happened on the Nightingale mission?
Do you feel you have to criticize me again?"
Seven
immediately stiffened in response to his accusation on that particular
issue. "My actions were entirely justified in that instance,"
she replied defensively. "Your errors in judgment were placing
our lives in jeopardy. Do you not deny that you were in the wrong
on that mission?"
"Maybe
so," he growled at her. "But you didn't have to sound
as if you enjoyed it so much."
"I
did
not enjoy pointing out your mistakes," Seven said, her voice
almost sounding vulnerable. "If I felt anything at that moment,
it was
disappointment."
"Disappointment?
In me?"
"Yes,"
she looked at him, her voice softening. "I knew you could
do better."
Now
it was Harry's turn to be speechless. What was this effect that
Seven of Nine had upon him? She could positively infuriate him
one minute, belittle him the next, and then turn around and melt
his heart?
Get
a grip, Harry, he cautioned himself. Remember where you are.
"I
"
he tried to say, as he collected himself. "Look, we need
to stay focused. We can deal with our personal problems later.
Right now, we have to find a way off this ship."
"You
are correct," her voice sounding milder, sufficiently humbled.
"You are the mission commander. I will comply with your recommendation
for peaceful negotiations."
"Thank
you," he muttered silently. "What we have to do first
is make our way to the bridge. Whoever's pulling the strings on
this ship is obviously holed up in there. Whatever happens, contact
or conflict, it's got to happen there."
"A
logical supposition," she nodded, the aftershock of Harry's
cleansing rage still lingering in the air. "But how are we
to find its location?"
Harry
pondered the question. "Have you been mapping the corridors
we've traveled so far in relation to the ship's dimensions and
layout?"
"I
have."
"Let's
assume that the Sernaix have laid their ship compartments out
in the same way most other races do," he continued. "We'll
move towards the topside bow until we come across whatever looks
like a control center." Seeing the puzzled look on the blonde's
face, he went on. "Yeah, I know it's a wild-ass guess, but
it's all we have right now."
"Indeed,"
she stated, as she reached for her tricorder. "However, there
is something we must consider. According to my scans of the way
ahead, the corridors branch off into two separate hallways before
converging at a center point near the bow of the ship."
"Hey,
that's probably the bridge," Harry said excitedly. "That's
exactly what we needed to know."
"But
consider this, Lieutenant," Seven added seriously. "If
our opponent is able to monitor our whereabouts on this ship,
as it seems most likely, then for the two of us to approach together
would make us both vulnerable."
"What
are you saying, Seven?"
"One
of us must survive to reach the bridge and stop this ship, should
events turn hostile," she answered. "I believe we should
proceed separately."
"Absolutely
not," Harry said immediately. "Without someone to back
us up, we'd each be at risk."
"Perhaps,"
she said, "but we would be equally at risk if we were attacked
at the same time. By dividing, we would increase the odds of one
of us reaching the control center."
"And
facing the opponent alone?" he said directly.
"I
agree that there is risk," she said solemnly, "but I
believe our chances will improve if we remain dispersed. Even
if one is lost, the other may survive. And as you yourself have
stated, our primary mission is survival. Even if it is only one
of us that survives."
Harry
took in a deep breath and considered the options they faced before
them. There were none. This was perhaps the hardest aspect of
commanding any mission, as he had learned from the debacle of
his command of the Nightingale mission. Sometimes a leader had
to make choices that would almost certainly get people killed.
Even people that he knew and cared about.
"OK,"
he nodded glumly. "We'll each take a separate corridor and
stay in constant communication with each other. Keep your tricorder
set to monitor all bio-readings at all times. If we're each going
to go it alone, then we're not going to let anything sneak up
on us. Is that understood?"
"Understood,
Lieutenant," she answered him. It almost sounded like she
was answering him with respect this time.
It
was a welcome change.
"And
Seven," he called out to her, just as she was about to go
down her fork of the corridor.
"Yes,
Lieutenant?"
"I
"
He tried to speak, wanting to tell her how sorry he was that he
had lost his composure earlier. But now was not the time. He would
see her later, once they were both safe, and make amends with
her. Instead he smiled at her, and then patted the phaser that
hung on his belt. "Don't be afraid to use this if you see
anything."
"I
assure you I will take every effort to protect myself," she
answered him. "Be certain that you do the same." Her
stance then softened again, and she seemed to
was she smiling
at him? "I will see you on the bridge, Lieutenant Kim. Good
luck."
"I
thought you told me that you didn't believe in luck," he
quipped.
"I
am adapting," she replied. Her smile seemed to grow more
pronounced as she walked away.
*
* *
Adimh
Vex was not happy. And neither were Tokul and Nagewa. Despite
the punishment they had meted out against the Abomination's ship,
they had failed to disable her warp engines. Although they were
fairly certain that the slipstream drive had been damaged, thus
preventing their quarry from outdistancing them, the battleship
proved to be a formidable opponent. The Abomination had fired
back on them, damaging the Cobalt Field ship, which provided the
opportunity for it to make evasive maneuvers and escape.
The
Abomination had eluded them again, and this time it had taken
the Touched One with it. Vex had made a strategic gamble, and
it had failed. Now both of their prizes had eluded them.
"Keep
them together, you said," Nagewa snarled at Vex. This time,
their minds were linked into Nagewa's private virtual space, a
fiery volcanic plain with an ugly red giant star flaming on the
horizon. Vex shuddered at whatever thoughts passed through the
mind of the Adimh of Cobalt Field is he could consider such a
volatile place a zone of private contemplation. "Now, we
have nothing to show for our efforts!"
"This
isn't the time to start casting blame," Vex warned Nagewa,
his voice concealing a threat.
"Oh,
now is the perfect time," Nagewa shot back. "Especially
if this brings the Management Cadre into the fray! You've made
things difficult for all of the packs now!"
"You're
overstating the matter," he said back, tired of the other
Adimh's histrionics.
"Am
I?" Nagewa retorted. "Just suppose that the Abomination
should kill the Touched One? Or worse? Suppose it finds a way
to acquire the Touched One's knowledge for itself? Can you imagine
the catastrophe that would lead to?"
Vex
didn't let his nervousness show through. But Nagewa's words did
indeed worry him. What if
?
"Perhaps
there's a way we can still save face for ourselves," Tokul
spoke up, his voice more certain than it had been before, now
that events had turned against Vex.
"And
what do you suggest?" Nagewa turned his fury from
Vex to the younger Adimh.
"Voyager,"
said Tokul with simple satisfaction. "The Management Cadre
has demanded that they not be destroyed outright, correct?"
"Of
course!" Vex blurted o